Didn't I want this?

I was just sitting here thinking about all of the things that I'm going to do with the boys at the day home tomorrow and it hit me: they are going to be at the day home tomorrow. Not here. So I've had my cry and I will probably have another one tomorrow morning after I drop them off... I've been looking forward to having time to myself so much that I've kind of overlooked the whole by myself part of it. I'll just keep busy, and the day should fly by. Think of how clean my house will be.